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sábado, 16 de julho de 2016

The Final Chapter of a Forsaken and Stupid Mistake that Should Never Even Exist

I feel so alone,
Suffocated in emptiness,
All gone, and all I need is to go back home

I keep on breathing, painfully in vain
All I ever had, nothing but a stain,
Gone.....

Yelled for help, so much that I lost my voice,
Kinda jaded, now I see I have no choice
It is what it is, and it will be
Exactly the way it have to be,
I'm ready, Death, to embrace your call,
Please, just take me

A pathetic and miserable existence,
Completely useless, I have become
I have no choices left but to run,
Since I don't have a gun
Don't need hope, just give me a rope,
This constant voice, seens like I have no choice,
Must find a  way to answer, this constant Death's call,
One way or another, it's about time to finally end it all

From the dungeons in nowhere, I yelled for help,
Until I realized no one would hear,
No one here,
Only me, and myself,
So I was my only ally, the only one who could save me,
Or at least just release me....

From this weak and despicable mortal coil,
Just bury it deep in the soil, and let it fade,
Just like my spirit already faded,
It's just too late, and it was all just a mistake,
That needs to be fixed, and I will figure out how to do it,
For I no longer belong to your world, to this planet,
There is no more place for me, the evidences are clear,
I must now just find a way to disappear

It's all in vain, it was all in vain,
Nothing left of me, but a stain
Nothing left to feel, but pain,
I look around, when I try to reach someone,
Gone....Everybod's gone,
I'm all alone, with myself,
All the time, with all the ghosts,
Hammering in my head

Useless, worthless, my existence have become
Gone...All is gone,
Gotta fix this terrible mistake,
I crave for Death, please show me the way to my grave,
I'm too tired, have no more reason to fight,
Don't know why I still try to run,
I'm done

And here I am, for no reason at all
I'm ready, just show me how to answer your call

Gone...All alone
Overtaken...And forsaken

(Fall after fall, I wonder if I still will even make it back home, after all)